Recently a lot of things have been happening .For a while I no longer know wat I feel, is it anger is it stress or whatI don’t even want to feel anymore I want to go home… its tough being away from home when the culture is so different.Before I came I once thought that I might be able to survive here on a longer term.. I now think I cant… I m getting tired of having to sit and wait…I m just not a sit and wait person, someone once told me that I cant be so kan cheong. But I think we still need to piroritise and know what is scheduled for our day ahead we can just walk into office aimlessly and wait for things to happen. We need to be proactive..maybe because I come from a sales and service background, I think we need to be more proactive… I wont wait.. I will go and offer the help and send reminders one day or at least half a day ahead to remind the party that we have a meeting and not scramble at the last min… maybe I haven’t got use to the culture yet… cos I m only a month old here..