32nd?

Posted On October 26, 2007

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i cannot imagine it will come soon… i don want bdays i but i don mind the presents haha i love the surprises… i have a wishlist of cos! but there are so many things tat i wont get for myself. actually p is rite i dont have a special need for anything so its hard to get me presents..  i dont want chocolate cake, i want a fresh fruit cake..haha or u may give me a cheese platter with white wine, how i crave for white wine. i think i can polish a whole bottle off on a nice lazy afternoon with cheese ( swiss cheese).. those with holes of cos!

ambition comes with age.. i thot i will be contented with wat i have now but somehow i feel that the need to succeed in career comes up as a higher pirority then alot of things..is it the age or is it the company i keep or is it the changing times changed me?

do i have a new year resol? yup its still grow the career there is so much that i want to achieve so much i want to do, weird isnt it that i cant stop.. ambition is like the forbidden fruit its something one tasted cant be stopped.. i really dun think i can go back beimg what i used to be.. i know 我变了! for some it may be better for some i still have no answer for u..

今天看我。。。

Posted On July 25, 2007

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我不是刚加入的小丫头, 我长大了。。 对finatiQ 的感触是 :

酸甜苦辣的回忆装满我的心思, 迁言万语的万分不舍。。。

OUTSOURCE- to arrange for a outside party to do work

Posted On July 5, 2007

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do u have that feeling.. that men always have this GREAT BIG PLAN in mind but when it comes to execution…..they are like limp as a noodle.. ( no pun intended!)

they always seem to have this GREAT idea but they have no idea how to do it… they need soln providers and they want outsourced vendors…everything to them is OUTSOURCED…just wondering if the high rates of old folks into Old Folks home is this due to the concept of OUTSOURCING as well?

Values

Posted On June 1, 2007

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I am starting to see why relationships are make or break bcos of Values…being different. I am blessed to hv a better half ( better & more matured than me half) so there has always been one to guide me when i m falling…When it comes to frenz we can choose, but when it comes to work colleagues we cant choose but yet we are forced to live in the same bubble. Of cos i dun deny that it is good that we want to progress & make $$ for the company & of cos we all want to be recognised as part of an elite $ making business unit.. but before all this happens, lets take one step back and find out what is the real agenda for pushing for the Biz to succeed? is it reali abt the company? our passion for our jobs or is becos we just want to satisfy our EGOs? or get that extra bonus etc? i think for me its more the passion of doing the work together with the fact that I made that difference rather then getting all the $$… & i think this is more satisfying cos somehow i believe its more abt dev myself and my staff then abt me & the $$ i can get….

Changes are good & we all must hv them No matter how difficult it is

Posted On May 25, 2007

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Do u believe that when you are in the comfort zone for too long u tend to be complacent and stubborn cos you start thinking everything u do or know is the best… ? i think so.. over the last 4months i been thru alot of thinking & i know that i now need to make that change… i should learn how to conquer that change and manage it … becos change is good especially when i make that change for myself. I know it is a tough decision and there are many 不舍but sometimes we must learn that there is a time for everything….该放就放不要为了不舍而伤了自己。。 我想我是可以的。。。

I m angry with Blogspot…. so i moved!

Posted On May 11, 2007

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Actualli i do have a gmail account but i dislike and i have to say dislike being forced to do anything & i hate it when i cant opt out…so i have decided to migrate here…in case if you still want you can make reference to my old blog, here is the link…..http://www.nataliebear7075.blogspot.com